Tuesday, December 30, 2008
2008. Been a bad year. quite a bad one.
Was working full-time at Swissotel Stamford after internship all the way till school starts. School as in university. Working was great. apart from work, i was given chances to go on ducktours, night safari, spore flyer, buddha tooth relic, pumproom, dinners @ goodwood, wood restaurant, fullerton's town rest, flyer's seafood rest etc. Was busy rushing interims and final. Cleared leave and went to Taipei with group of friend. Bought lots of stuff and ate lots of good food. i miss that holiday so much. great company. :)
Graduation and soon school starts. Picked the most tedious and challenging private uni out of so many choices. but challenges been really exciting. but i will gladly do without it.
July was to Bintan with loved ones. Relaxing. =)
And many many crazy assignments, tests, exams etc. MANY.
and in between with stayover at ritz and meetups etc.
and 2 persons so important to me left this world to be in heaven. it was indeed a great blow to me. but im sure they are happy in heaven as they did lots of good deeds. cause and effect. thats what i believe in. good karma thus in heaven. =) they brought me up since i was a baby. my childhood revolved around them. before i was given a chance to repay them, they left. they will be in my heart. forever. i love them. my great grandaunt and grandma. i miss the both of you.
the huge blow, projects' and exams stress really changed me somehow. im not like how i used to be. or perhaps i have been trying my best to be strong. but at least i have a group of friend who are giving me the support i need. did little things to cheer me up and listened to my rants. they dont take advantage of me like how some did. will you all continue to listen and care? deep in their hearts, they know who they are. thank you. and my dearest for being by my side when i was so down, while on the verge of giving up. he gave me words of encouragement and tried to pacify me and made me happy. he doesnt speak to me in sarcastic tones or make fun of me. he genuinely cares. thanks baby. and because of his endless encouragement and support, and the company he gives, i realized that i rely on him so much now.
im glad to be spending more time with mum as well. to facials, massages, to eat and gossips. and more time with paternal family with bbqs, chalets and parties. the family bond will always be there although our 2 loved ones are no longer around. i know.
i was looking through the letters and cards i have kept since primary school till now. and i realized that many people so close to me had drifted so far away. be it me or them, i really hope that they are doing fine. and i hope that the friendships which remain will be cherished and it will be till forever. till we work, get married, have children and even when our hairs are turning white and having wrinkles on our faces.
i really hope that 2009 can be a good year. for all of my family members, baby and his family and friends i care about. please be healthy and happy. and im so looking forward to graduation. so that the never-ending projects and papers will come to an end. and may the economy takes a turn for the better.
Was working full-time at Swissotel Stamford after internship all the way till school starts. School as in university. Working was great. apart from work, i was given chances to go on ducktours, night safari, spore flyer, buddha tooth relic, pumproom, dinners @ goodwood, wood restaurant, fullerton's town rest, flyer's seafood rest etc. Was busy rushing interims and final. Cleared leave and went to Taipei with group of friend. Bought lots of stuff and ate lots of good food. i miss that holiday so much. great company. :)
Graduation and soon school starts. Picked the most tedious and challenging private uni out of so many choices. but challenges been really exciting. but i will gladly do without it.
July was to Bintan with loved ones. Relaxing. =)
And many many crazy assignments, tests, exams etc. MANY.
and in between with stayover at ritz and meetups etc.
and 2 persons so important to me left this world to be in heaven. it was indeed a great blow to me. but im sure they are happy in heaven as they did lots of good deeds. cause and effect. thats what i believe in. good karma thus in heaven. =) they brought me up since i was a baby. my childhood revolved around them. before i was given a chance to repay them, they left. they will be in my heart. forever. i love them. my great grandaunt and grandma. i miss the both of you.
the huge blow, projects' and exams stress really changed me somehow. im not like how i used to be. or perhaps i have been trying my best to be strong. but at least i have a group of friend who are giving me the support i need. did little things to cheer me up and listened to my rants. they dont take advantage of me like how some did. will you all continue to listen and care? deep in their hearts, they know who they are. thank you. and my dearest for being by my side when i was so down, while on the verge of giving up. he gave me words of encouragement and tried to pacify me and made me happy. he doesnt speak to me in sarcastic tones or make fun of me. he genuinely cares. thanks baby. and because of his endless encouragement and support, and the company he gives, i realized that i rely on him so much now.
im glad to be spending more time with mum as well. to facials, massages, to eat and gossips. and more time with paternal family with bbqs, chalets and parties. the family bond will always be there although our 2 loved ones are no longer around. i know.
i was looking through the letters and cards i have kept since primary school till now. and i realized that many people so close to me had drifted so far away. be it me or them, i really hope that they are doing fine. and i hope that the friendships which remain will be cherished and it will be till forever. till we work, get married, have children and even when our hairs are turning white and having wrinkles on our faces.
i really hope that 2009 can be a good year. for all of my family members, baby and his family and friends i care about. please be healthy and happy. and im so looking forward to graduation. so that the never-ending projects and papers will come to an end. and may the economy takes a turn for the better.
Precious you
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