sweet marriage
cousin's 27 n she's finally married to one of the sweetest guy arnd!
went to her place ystd...had those traditional tea ceremony...wow! she's like gorgeous man! n e groom's great too...had buffet n derez like more den half e food left over...went to city harvest church nx...e matrimony was sweeeettttt..their wedding photos..video...this is wad u call true love man...dey hv been tgt for like almost 10 yrs..since SAJC till now..wow!
e groom(ttz my cousin-in-law now) is a real talent man! guess how he proposed? he sang...n wanted my cuzzie to sing out, " yes i do i wanna be ur bride"
its cool can?
n i learnt mani facts..how couples shld cherish each other etc....loves
reception was at e pool side..nice..=)
today...
went out with jas jj justin etc to town..wow. like finally man.town.
had lunch..walked arnd..slacked...den dey were sooo sweet to accompany me all e way...wedding dinner...cuzzie's like prettttttttttyyyyyyy...dey played a video with like lotsss of cute animations..nemo..star wars..like cute can? n e bangla twinkle twinkle little star!!! wahaha!
showed e groom fetching e bride ystd...he had to like stand in e carpark n sing superrr loudly...sang love songs..still got stupiddddd kiddy songs..damn funny..had to go over to e opposite block n shout damn loudly n e neighbours were like lookingggggg....n thinking dere muz be some PAP thingy or karang guni gg on?
n of cuz e matrimony...
thankyou speeches etc....n he sang it AGAIN...a beautiful love song he composed for cuzzie...he played his own guitar..n his voice is like fantastic okie? he added in few verses of chinese..n he sang till realli funny..but its simply sweetttt.....
i wan my hubby to be much more sweeter...=P
tired.
Precious you
11:56 PM |
Thursday, April 27, 2006
its hides everything.
life's isnt so great.
because people don't bother about the slightest matter.
walls. water. pizza. elephants.
desmond wee is cool. and hot.
self expression in drama and poetry.
if you see me shouting and screaming in the middle of orchard road, don't be shocked. i just want to be myself then. yes. that's it.
and i am not in my best of mood.
Precious you
10:44 PM |
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
i cant afford to fail another module cuz if i do, ttz e end of life. yes i said end of it.
watched beyond e sea ystd n we caught the art of seduction tdy...wasnt it damn cool? it is. n i did luff...nv liked comedy. but these shows tell me lots of thing. ok enuff of it.
i haven been trying to get myself into e study mood. bad jiesi. u ought to b shot!
i think i dreamt of FGA agn...i miss e life dere man. so much...my dearest kiddiesss...
i wanna love u more n more
itsagreatmistakeopeningupttdamndrawerntakingttbookoutitkillsmanaskebooknalbumtogoawayidunlikeitatallcuzitsaffectingmelikemadnitsdefinitelytymtostopdouble-clickingttparticularchat windownhv4eyesstaringbackatmeitsruiningmylife
Precious you
7:15 PM |
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
n u! =D
Precious you
10:50 PM |
Monday, April 24, 2006
and its gg to suck more..
i chose my path...
and i hate jtyn'06 so much! u seduce.
Precious you
11:23 PM |
Sunday, April 23, 2006
and stressful.
i dunno y but its just so bad.
and its just so sad.
i hate crying so often. and someone jus has to call me a crybaby but im jus not!
i dun like e fact. cant accept the reality. n i cant ctrl myself. i dunwan to see it! f man!!!
okie. i blame myself.
my fault.
haiz...memories GO AWAY! can i choose to rmb some n forget e rest? thankiew kelwin. u hv been a great listener. needed tt lots.
met up with my ppl ystd...its jus nice. been great throwing faces. n thinking of certain matters...luv u ppl...muacks.
n grandaunt's bdae celeb....90 yr old. she's my luv like sooo much..haiz. but im jus useless...so so useless.
n den aisah's...u r 18! pool den marche..den home swt home.
sch reopens tml. n im so alone. 2 accounting modules. no life.
n im feeling like so arghhhhh now.
my back hurts. damn lots.
n im seriously freakin tired.
derez no luv. no. none at all. lies. emptiness.i wish u all e best.
Precious you
11:08 PM |
Friday, April 14, 2006
it was super last min.
we booked it on mon.
chalet was frm tues to thurs.
most of e tym we were slacking. n being crazy. i fed e cats. brave ger. bravo!
marshmallows! still my fav. =D its gd to see my fellow 4d peepz agn...although i see like almost half of those who went almost everidae..but im still luvin it.
had a gd talk with my buddy at chalet last nite..its confusing.its hard. realli.
Precious you
12:12 AM |
Monday, April 10, 2006
Woke up n realized tt we onli had few mins to pack everything up n be prepared to leave..we put our stuff on the pickup at 6am and went to the kitchen to see e kids one last tym..those sec sch kids did not hv to go to sch…I swear I really tried so hard to control my tears..so so hard..but soon I realized my tears cldnt stop flowing..i was sobbing so hard..cldnt rmb e last tym when I cried so hard…i hate to leave that wonderful place..we hugged..n said good byes..some of them even sent us to the pickup n to the gates of FGA…I miss them like mad..seriously n I wld luv to go back dere some day agn..
ttz mr handsome n comedian ryan!
my god bro rothana n me..=) he's super cute!
i wun forget these days..
mr gibbon who adds on to the fun
i luv them to bits!
i miss them calling sista..brudderrr...i miss their innocent smiles..their sparkling eyes..i miss ah bee the doggie..i miss takelock..i miss nompang..i miss the rice with a dish..i miss waking up earli in e morns n noon when we walked to sch with them..i miss their voices..i miss FGAC so much..
Precious you
2:30 PM |
It was rushing letters day..dere were soo many kids we had to write to..so many loves..rushed thru it e whole morn n noon…evening was the farewell night..which I dread like mad..we had roasted pig for dinner n some nice honeydew drink..performances were being put up for us..coconut dance..n we oso sang paint my luv n my love for them..n e guys were super sweet..ran up to us with flowers!!! Omg..sok khern was e first one to start den everyone was like wooing la! N my narunn gave me too!!! N few others..cant rmb..=X well, the situation was chaotic wad..cant blame me..kids jus came up to u and gif u little notes dey wrote n friendship bands dey made themselves..i even received a friendship prawn..haha..dey super pro la! My tears cldnt stop flowing..took photos with my eyes red…we played games..we danced e friendship dance..we enjoyed so much..
christina phiaree n me
I din hv ani energy to dance but e guys wldnt let me off..still had some chicken dance..narunn la! Purposely pick e song esp for me..ruth taught me how to dance but me being such a noob cldnt get e steps right…nobody wanted the music to stop..n I really enjoyed myself so much despite being teased..sweet rothana even asked me to be his god sister..
After tt when lights were out, we met up with the same few guys including narunn at the pavilion to talk…n ryan cldnt stop munchin on his prawn crackers..he's real comical man! N ohhh..narunn was sitting beside me..omg..we went back to the mission hse n e guys went back to their dorms slightly after 1am..i din wan to slp..still had to complete few letters but I was so tired tt i fell aslp eventually..
Precious you
1:06 PM |
I hate to believe tt its alrdy e 7th day..
Breakfast was hard boiled egg with rice..Worship agn…den carnival tym! The weather was SUPER hot! N I was in charge of e face painting section..had my face ruined by the guys..dey had lots of fun turning me frm ugly to uglier..their piece of art..
Had nice scenery drawings on my left hand though..n spiders on e right..
hardworking
ttz my darling rothana!
ttz wad dey call art! ttz sok hai n me... how romantic..=P
little aaron n me
MY narunn n me! he got eyes tt dian me till siao!
ttz e artwork of narunn..he's damn gd man!
After tt I went to e girls’ dorm..evelyn tied my hair for me agn..Had dessert..some palm fruit n coconut thingy..yummy man!
Went to Ruth’s dorm nx..n she taught me how to make friendship bands..e ppl dere r great at it la! Beautiful man…
dey made this..
Yuhong n cedric bullied me with a frog la! Its so freaking big n ugly can! N dey videoed everything dwn..so idiot!!!
talked to the boys at night n were caught..cuz dey weren't supposed to b in e mission hse n its so late alrdy..ryan was sooo funni! he actualli sneaked back to the mission hse to get his prawn crackers!
Precious you
12:58 PM |
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Woke up earlier tdy..which was really unusual..usualli I will b either e last or e 2nd last to wake up..went dwn to spread kaya for e kids..we bought e kaya n bread for them..=)
Made a super big mess but am so glad tt dey enjoyed it..
Went sec sch..n walked back with Sok khern n sok chiat..2 super nice guys..
Ttz sok khern on e left n sok chiat on my right.
Lunch was seaweed soup..super nice! Walked to pri sch with Rothana on my left n mada on my right..
Went market agn..not forgetting e fabulous takelock and nompang..
Dearest Chomrarn got a lotus for me..its beautiful man! But flowers dun live long after being plucked…=( Watched movie in e night agn..some comedy cartoon..
Ttz nt my lotus n ttz not chomrarn either..ttz notti sark who cant stop calling me muan
Precious you
8:55 AM |
It's R&R day!
Left Kampong Speu n went to Phnom Penh..few of e high sch kids went with us..simply spoilt my day when I saw my results..haiz..
Firstly we went to the royal palace..beautiful..with Mekong river opposite..took pics..=)
All the girls
Huipeng, mr sonny and I with royal palace behind
Russia market was next..super stuffy man! Din get much stuff..tym’s tight..
Tuol Seng museum..some pol pot period where many ppl died..killing field..tombs..skulls..pictures..electric chair..heartless..i was cursing e soldiers while we walked on..i had no idea y can anione be so heartless..even kids r killed in e worst ways..cambodia ppl vs Cambodia ppl..brainless..
These rules r damn funni n out of point!
Sorya shopping centre..their tallest building..7 or 8 stories..finalli air con! Had lunch dere..had to buy coupons to buy e food..saw their actresses dere n roth chearn etc took pics with them..
ttz roth chearn n i
dey use O.K. condom over dere..
Central Market. Huge place..but I din try the fried crickets etc..such a waste!
Coconut ice-cream. Yummy!!! Luv it soo much! A pity I wasn't feeling really well..mr sonny's van broke dwn n we had to rent another one back..
Precious you
8:48 AM |
We walked the sec sch to sch..and lunch to the primary sch where I was being spun arnd the merry go round clockwise den anti-clockwise in a fast speed many tyms..almost fainted I tell u..but it was reali fun..lehong la! Terrible..haha..
It was painting day n we painted the walls..we sat at e field in e evening n watched e guys play soccer without their tops on…6 packs…wow..hot ah! =X narunn! Oppz…
After dinner we watched movie with e pri sch kids..Mulan..n I almost fell aslp..was too tired..
Precious you
8:40 AM |
Sunshine Home.
Another orphanage being taken care of by Singaporean. Had the bumpiest ride ever in my entire life..fun!
Sunshine Home is really super village..a really beautiful place. U can see many mountains arnd…derez an Australian family who stayed dere as doctor volunteers..sunshine home actually have quite a few children who are HIV positive..dey r born like this..poor thing n deres this cutee little one yr old ger whoz in danger of being HIV positive as well…ouch. I hope she's okie..pls.
ttz e cute little one yr old ger suspected of being positive
We walked arnd the place..and we saw their piglets! Super cute la! Soo mani cute piglets!!!!!!!!!!!!!
see! derez a difference btw a piglet n me ok!!!
Went back to FGA and had fish soup..yummssss!
Went to the killing field next. I crossed the shakiest ever bridge in my entire life..it was super scary la! I was holding on to huipeng n I wun let go..the whole bridge was super long and dere were soo mani loose wooden planks….creakkinn sounds..n the water below..omg..i almost died.
After we crossed the bridge, there were muans! (chickens) okie dun remind me of muan.
And monkeys! Lots of them man! I had a hard tym running awae…
We saw the monument..With lots of skulls inside..and the lower half was full of bones..ppl being tortured n killed dere...
Sat with the guys for dinner..had a gd talk with them..handsomesssss! =P
It was worship night for them..It was really touching to see so many of them getting together to sing dance and pray..a few of us actually cried..dey prayed for us..n I cldnt control my tears..After e session we took photos n mingled arnd..After tt it was back to yuhong n his Ashley stories with barley gao agn..
Precious you
8:32 AM |
I feel so guilty for not being able to rmb the kids' names. Buut mom (Rachel2) told me how corrupted the tchers r in their schs..how can e country develops if these go on?
Started to scrape the walls at the kitchen area. Gosh. No easy job.
What I withnessed next will be on my mind for a lifetime. The sounds I heard was something that u will never get to hear in spore.. pigs tt were being breed in FGA were being caught, weigh den sold..u cld actually see e agony, the tears in their eyes..n their screams..horrifying I tell u.
We saw the grp of housemothers and few of the kids outside the kitchen washing cutting and preparing lunch..such a heart warming sight..lunch’s soo nice!!! Pineapples. =D
After tt we walked the sec sch kids to sch..Mada Ruth n Evelyn were my 3 little darlings..telling me so mani stories etc..
ttz ruth, evelyn n mada
Dinner was scary thanks to Arpi, Christina, Petto and whoeva (the super hyper dogs) n I threw my face..how I wished I cld b a little braver..
We went back to scraping walls in e dark..it’s so fun n interesting I tell u but we wasted so much of their precious water..=(
Precious you
8:00 AM |
Saturday, April 01, 2006
Thanks to the ppl who sent me well wishes..
my dearessssttt fung who did something soo sweet n i had that something sweet to accompany me thru the 10 days..thankiewwww luvs! and nt to forget the wonderful few who actualli surprised me at the airport to send me off..thanks soo much jas aisah eugene wei le edwin justin...*muacksss*
Day 1
The flight from our airport to Phnom Penh's (Cambodia's current capital) wasnt too long. Mr Sonny Foo (the in charge of Full Gospel Assembly) came to pick us up with cutie pie aaron..
me, jieying, zhihua, huiqi n huipeng
What welcomed us were the loud blaring of horns, super bumpy roads, scary traffic (it feels like crazy taxi.fun actualli) and lotssss of sand. After an hour plus ride, we finally reached Kampong Speu (the outskirts of Phnom Penh)...
Some of the children were in school. The rest of the children welcomed us with their sweet smiles. We were brought to the mission house where we were supposed to stay for the next 8 days. The house was nicely cleaned up for us. When you move arnd the house, the whole place actualli shakes..super cool!
The other 8 of our team went orienteering while huipeng and i had to seek refuge in the mission house thanks to the wonderful barks we heard. 4 dogs. 3 females and 1 male.
Soon, it was lunch. Lunch was rice with some vegetables. It's yummy!
Walked the primary school kids to school was next. Sauphuan (Rebeka) accompanied me all e while and talked to me.. The sun was scorching hot i tell you. I almost died from the intense heat man but the kids did not even complain one bit. I came to realize how lucky we were. They had no lights, no fans in their classrooms at all. They only had really old and shaky table and chairs, blackboards. We went to the back of the school where their "canteen" was located.
There was a pond there with muddy water and 3 little boy were playing in the water. They can actually jump in from such heights over and over again. Seeing how much they are enjoying themselves with such simplicity made me feel really guilty. We actually complain how old our computers are, not enough PSP or legos or robots...At that point of tym i even felt like joining in the fun.
look at those kids hving fun
We walked back to FGA in tt sun..and i realized tt the 3 little boys were following us..without any shoes on. in tt heat. n those rocks. i cannot imagine myself walking like that..i really had the urge to go and buy a pair of slippers for them but i knew too many children are like this and it will be impossible for me to help all of them. Despite me being so worried and stuff, they had no complains..just that simple smile on their faces.
After that Mr Sonny drove us to the nearest market. Their market was so different from ours. There was so much dust flying around and guess wad, a dog actually kissed my leg! Omg can? The toddlers there are the cutest lot of all I ever seen. They have such big sparkling eyes! How I wished spore hv more of such cutie pies..
Then we had “takelog” (the super anyhow blended fruit juice) and “nompang” (ham baguette)..freakinnnn nice!!!!!!!!! Super thirst quenching and yummy and its actually soo cheap la!
Dinner back at FGA was rice and shredded ginger pieces with chicken bits. Ginger. But surprisingly, the way dey cooked their ginger's nice..and I ate quite a fair bit.
After dinner I helped Choln Valn (Ruth) to water the plants..she din allow me to do so cuz she kept saying e water is dirty n smelly but I insisted on it..i cld see how happy e few of them were..making a difference..
Finally!!!! Shower time!!!!!! I refused to bath with the toad so I bathed in the boy’s toilet. Shiok man…I had the worst nite of my life..i cldnt slp at all! With dogs barking..toads croaking..gecko’s gecko-ing( lizards 5 times bigger den spore’s lizards)…mosquitoes kissing me and the heat! Impossible to slp..
u wun get to c such beautiful scenery here..
Precious you
8:55 AM |
im gonna post on my trip when im free n when i feel like it..its gonna b super long..
1 april 2006
11:30pm
Precious you
8:53 AM |