I simpl can't stand it and i'm starting to find it irritating when people come complaining and whining about how badly they will do for the tests and exams when they turn out to have such good results. Why must people be so fake these days? When i say i'm screwed, i'm so sure i am.
I know it's no use getting so fed up over matters. What you all told me it's just so true. Those mean people just want to make me upset. They get happy when they see me fuming and hurt but it's always easier said then done. Thanks and sorry to those people whom i shouted, hurled vulgurities at online or on the phone. When you get so angry with such irritating and mean people, your bestest friend will always be standing there disliking those people who ruined your life too. Thanks gf! Thanks for calling me and scolding that slut and understanding my agony. And those two dummies who tried so hard to calm me down all the time. If you read this (which i doubt so), you all will know i am talking about the two of you. =) You guys know who that slut is.
Exams are in less than a month time and i'm still quite lost. It kind of upsets me when i think about lots of matter. Yes, ignore those mean people who mean to make life difficult for me. Thanks again.
Precious you
5:53 PM |
Thursday, July 13, 2006
That slut. She knew that he loved her girlfriend. She knew that he went after this girl for so long and they were together for quite a long period too. Yet, she still used underhand methods to get him. Can't she just do it more openly? At least, she wouldn't be that shameful. He had a girl.
What does this story shows? Love can be just that fragile. So fragile.
What i just typed was a real story and those were facts. Sue me? Go ahead. Hate me? Go ahead! Because i seriously detest that totally disgusting and bitchy and so JIAN slut. i detest her! and him too. Look so honest yet. Full of shit.
tell me what do you all think?
i am hurt. really hurt. it did happen really long ago and we have our own lives now but the memories still stay. to think that i trusted you and you didn't tell me anything. if she's pretty, nice, caring, kind-hearted, the perfect girl for every guy, maybe i would have stayed away and shut my mouth. but she is not! she seduces. she's the 3rd party. she broke us up. not anyone else. our love wasnt strong enough. so many years yet so fragile. she betrayed her ex bf. lived with him. he was her personla chauffeur and he loved her. yet she was using him as a total substitute. she may do that to you too. think about it.
Precious you
9:23 PM |
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
Sometimes such matters lead me wondering what's love all about. Not trusting, not telling your the other half matters which happened, which are happening. I knew nuts about such matters. Sometimes i just wish my hands will stop browsing through certain pages. Damn you my stupid hands!
and FINALLY...
My fantastic group finally managed to start a discussion for our projectsss. 3 projects are due like in 2 to 3 weeks' time. reports after reports. 7k words or even more. This is hell. There are 2 tests next week and im still so lost.
Precious you
9:10 PM |
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
i did ok for poa and cma but i know i could have done better. well jiesi, no use saying that now.
finally submitted blaw project today. that's not finalized though. seeing other groups in class, friends from other classes doing their projects, i got this feeling that my group is screwed. alright, i'm pretty sure we are.
went to the national library yesterday to find our blaw article. super efficient yes? today's the submission and we went yesterday. the national library is majestic and cool. i never knew playing with the microfilm is so fun. ok noob!
had one fantastic ecd tutorial yesterday. fooling the poor tutor and enjoying our animal game. i think if he finds out, he will really vomit blood. i want to say i like my class pretty much. =)
had some pegs-selling session. i'm so proud of myself because i managed to sell quite a lot in that short period. three cheers to myself! YAY-ness! and this quite cute guy who kept his promise to come back within that few minutes to buy that peg from me! =D thank you mr sad germany supportor! ok, i don't know your name.
i think someone stalked me again. and he knows which block i stay now.
been some time since i last met up with many people but i really miss them lots.
Precious you
9:18 PM |
Sunday, July 02, 2006
Rushed through LAM's individual assignment on tuesday and managed to get it done. 3k words aren't easy to come up with afterall. This makes me dread the 7k words report for the next LAM project. To further dampen my mood, mr oh posted on mel and mentioned that quite a number of people failed very badly for the common test. I somehow know one of the failers will be me. I can honestly say that i didn't study for the test. I was running a really high fever and i spent more than three quarter of a day on bed. But i shouldn't be using that as an excuse. I should have started studying earlier. I went to the exam hall and wrote total bullshit. I am so screwed.
I know nuts about ECD and obviously my BLAW is getting nowhere. I don't want to fail another module again. It will totally screw up my life yet i am not putting in any effort. I know its all in the mind, its all about determination. I have no idea what have i been doing during the majority of my time.
Had my first japanese class on thursday. I was dreading it like total crap. I want SEDP class again!!! But when it's over, there will only be the memories which remain. At least i have those wonderful memories. Desmond sent all his students an email and it was super sweet and touching. He's leaving Singapore to get his PHD damn soon. SAD. Japanese is a funny language and i tried so hard to control my laughter. It turned out to be pretty alright though. Hopefully i can pass this irritating module.
Went to school on friday to take a look at the ang moh BLAW lecturer who is crazy over serene and alex for about half an hour or so. Tiff, Carol, Mingli, Huipeng and i then decided not to waste our time and we made our way to Clementi interchange's Partyworld. =X Fantastic girls yes? We had a great time singing. The smoke at partyworld simply sucks. Smells like crap and i had a bad headache.
Grandaunt is in hospital. She was admitted for further checkup because she hasn't been feeling very well. It has been almost a week. My heart aches so much when i see her arms being poked with needles. I wish i was the one instead. I am so unfilial. Didn't even bother to look after her when she was well and what's the point of feeling so guilty now? She is suffering so much yet i can do nothing to ease her pain. I hope her kidneys can get stronger and there will be nothing wrong with her other organs. Please. Please. Please.
Went out with fung jie yesterday. We went to Bugis for shopping but i didn't manage to get anything. She got herself 2 tops. Had dinner and a long chat with her. It's simply fantastic. Love her man!
Alright, BLAW project summary of article supposed to be done by now but i haven't start on it. And the other parts of the project aren't send to me either. Two accounts tutorials due tomorrow. This sucks.
Precious you
1:31 PM |