oh and two of my friends whom i know from different places happen to be in viper and the same bunk too. and both of them called out to me when i was at pasir ris interchange last sunday. what a coincidence! its been long since i last saw them. interesting.
i dreamt of this particular person twice recently. sweet dreams i should say. but i really wish this person can get out of my dreams because there's no reason for this person to be in it. if only i control dreams.
reckon that im not going to study much this week despite planning to do so. i should just kick myself and force myself to put in more effort.
and last but not least, i was told to feature someone on the sly here so its a secret that she does not know i mentioned her name here. classmate long meiyi. :)
Precious you
7:37 PM |
although the assignments and presentations are all done, exams are coming soon. really soon. and its going to take me so much effort to study. i cant wait for 16th august for 2 weeks of freedom before torture begins again.
i have been feeling so moody these days. only baby knows why. and it shall remain that way.
Precious you
3:48 AM |
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
wait till i get more more more pictures from my babes.
food at bintan is expensive and it sucks. so bring more food there if u intend to go.
scenery is great. nice beach and sea. and had my spa and massage and of course, my relaxation. =)
been home the entire day. wanted to go jogging but it rained. although the sun's out now. my motivation for the jog is gone. =X
read a sidney sheldon's book. wrote a letter to today's forum to voice grievances. uploaded and tagged some photos in facebook. blogs-hopping. updating my blog. and time for my nap soon.
it's back to reality-projects submissions, presentations, exams tomorrow so i shall enjoy today.
people change. different people with different perceptions and all. just got to accept it and live life my own way.
baby i miss you.
Precious you
1:27 AM |
Friday, July 11, 2008
last sunday was one of my closer friend's wedding.
that's him- the one with yellow face.
i miss those days. :(
have known him since sec one and he's becoming daddy soon.i can really see that he has really mature a lot. or should i say there is this huge contrast due to this and that? well, i really hope that their marriage will be blissful and that he will be happy.
it still amazed me whenever i think of how "well-mannered" and childish some people can be.
the groom and the bride
to me, i find that a relationship can never be sustained if there is an absence of trust. one should have faith in their other half. i definitely trust my baby.
Things had been changing over the years. Be it relationships among friends, families and love. to think back, there were people who were really close and they had to drift away. some by a little and some, the gap became really wide. it really takes two hands to clap. i must admit that perhaps at times, i really dont put in enough effort to keep relations going on strong. but sometimes, it may be the external factors causing changes.
been looking through cards i received since young till now, comments and all. the changes are really significant. majority of those have already become memories. that's all. but im still glad that these people came into my life, and left some memories for me. thank you.
and many many many more...
left me really great memories and there are many whom i still want to be in contact with..
its only through time we know who really cares about you and who really treasure the relations. time really can tell. yes it does upset me a great deal but sometimes we are in no control of fate and other people.
just got to accept it and move on with life.
a good friend of mine named person A just told me things like she rather have groups of good friends, no best friends. and i can see that A is very happy with her life by just having many good friends. i think different people have different perceptions, needs and wants. A! i want to be like you can? so carefree and happy all the time.
the person who will never let me walk alone, who will always listen to me, who always shower me with love care and concern, who will always be there for me, my bestest listener and advisor. had left me for the army. :( indeed, i really feel lonely. will these 2 years pass by faster PLEASE???
i miss u. :(
on a lighter note, a few people really surprised me. these people gave me a bear and a card just to cheer me up. they knew that i was very down and all they did to cheer me up was the thought. i would have never imagined the sweet things they did. they kept me company last saturday. they looked for me, found me somewhere alone, told me all of them were waiting for me, need my company. it really made me feel very touched by just words and actions of concerns. one of them even went all the way down from town, skipped his little cuzzie's birthday party in tampines, and met us at jurong for dinner. these are people i see perhaps once every fortnight or even only once every month? or sometimes lesser? these are people i dont have heart-to-heart talks with. and right from the bottom of my heart, despite that they may not even know this blog's existence, THANK YOU. :)
i have not uploaded the 2 pictures we took last saturday so this shall do first...=X
jas, who always comfort me with her hugs and words of love :)
thank you yihui, mandy, aisah, wei le, jaslynn, dr ong etc. :)
and of course, not to leave out the group who will NEVER desert me no matter what happens. they stood by me, are currently giving me all the love and support, and will forever do so. i know two of them are no longer physically with us, they will be in our memories and hearts blessing us forever.i love you, my family.
<3
Precious you
7:27 AM |