stayover @ ritz was fantastic with great company. if only dearest fung etc could join us. =(
and many many more nonsensical photos we took and super NICE videos meant for 8ofus. =)
and BBQ on sat. the only bad part was that baby wasnt well. fever and cold. but yeah bbq still. with yummy food.
and sun slacked and met up with the gang for dinner at simei and chatted till late again.
was home after 3 days 2 nights away. i love/miss my bed.
mon was brunch at crystal jade with baby n his mum and groceries etc. and he went back to camp again. =( home in the evening to come up with lit review...
horror starts...
30th oct- THL test 2 (just finished this morning)
31st oct- SM framework
7th nov- ST field report (5-6K words)
11th nov- SM group analysis x 3 and powerpoint presentation X 3
17th nov- THL essay (2.5K)
28th nov- SM major report (5-6K)
10th dec - SM exam @ 7pm (2 hours)
13th dec (SAT)- THL exam @ 7pm (3 hours)
14th dec (SUNDAY)- ST exam @ 7pm (2 hours)
and then...HOLIDAYS for 3 weeks!!! but before that i have to put in all my energy the next 1.5months. crap.
i cant wait for holidays to come SOON. im going to collapse from the stress. and it sucks to be having exams on weekends at 7PM. damn.
i hate school.somuch.
and i was fuming with anger on my way home yesterday. my mood was so bad that i even showed my black face to innocent passers-by and even e lady who accidentally stepped on my slippers. it was so not me. but i just cant stand it. i felt utterly stupid. treating people with sincerity and u will get it back from them too. thats utter BULLSHIT. it doesnt work that way in singapore, not in this realistic world. its more like people will make use of u rather den treat u nicely.
and i was so stupid that i fared rather badly for my individual essay. yes i know i passed but its not just whether if i pass not now. i didnt do well cause i tried to answer to the essay topic more den wad e lecturer expects. she just needs one to answer to 5% and the rest...anything else but answering to question will do.
and having recked my brains to interpret my group project doesnt help either. crap. i wonder how many cells died with the angst and unjust. i really wonder why. efforts? HA. its coming to naught. to the wrong areas. yeah pure stupidity. for being nice. for putting in extra for the wrong areas all the time.
i saw how selfish people are. how superficial this world is. loads of crap.
but at least i still have my dearest family. and my best friend whom i hope thinks im hers as well. and the 8ofus who makes me all relaxed and happy. and the clique of sec sch mates i go out with. and of course dearest boyfriend. i cannot live without them. thanks for listening. for not being selfish. for being there. for not being scheming. <3
i wish i can graduate soon. a year to go. haiz.
Precious you
9:11 AM |
Sunday, October 19, 2008
zoo last monday with uni mates for school project. im glad no peacocks all around cause i really dont love them at all. it was a rainy day and i felt like putting in some effort in asking questions and recording them down.
met up with huipeng after 10000 years and it was nice to be talking and lunching together before dropping by to say hello to theresa and all. i was there for an hour or so and the best thing heard was, " you didnt change much but grew fatter" i never get such comments before. bewildered.
dinner at jack's place with baby after surprising him with mango tropicana at his place.
and sat off to shop and i had killer heels on and it was no wise choice shopping with killer heels. but i had great company. and to haji lane for some retro look around. im noob. =X
halloween preparation
and off to blu jaz cafe for dinner
and they got drunk and started to snatch for brownie.
food's good drinks good and ambience great. we had fun talking and playing all sorts of games. and poor sah had to down 6. dont sit beside me next time. =X
i love the company. =D
back to school tomorrow. =(
Precious you
7:21 AM |
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
and i got so tempted by this satin dress and top i saw on a friend's blog! omg. i shouldnt be spending money for no particular reason. its not as if im earning loads of money at this point of life but its tempting me so much! i shouldnt be blog-hopping when i was supposed to be concentrating and working real hard on my almost completed 1.5k super tedious essay which i shouldnt elaborate too much. it's killing me and the rest of my classmates too. argh!
anyway, yes i shouldnt be digressing! if not i wont come across the big sweet pink ribbon dress and that elegant brown top.
oh yes, thank you meiyi and peijin for their gifts too! =) yes ms long, you shall get yours when i see you next time. when you are back from your well-deserved holiday. its impossible for any of us not to remember your big day when its so well publicized. haha.
oh ya its zoo for us on monday. not there for play. its purely for SCHOOLWORK. not something simple like learning about animals. sustainable indicators. and churn up a 5-6k report after that. :( peacocks please dont come near me. =X
ok. back to work. i HOPE i concentrate. may i forget the dress and top on my friend's blog SOON. =X
Precious you
2:22 AM |
Thursday, October 02, 2008
Notice the total number of 5 botaks, 1 grew long hair already and another botak absent.
Thank you everyone who sent me an sms, dropped me a message on facebook or friendster. Appreciated.
This year's birthday was a bit different from the rest. It was hari raya, childrens' day and china's national day.
My sweet sis surprised me with a recorded birthday song from her handphone at 12midnight sharp.
my dearest grandma's birthday in chinese calender was yesterday too so all of us went to the temple to pray. words cant describe the feelings then.
And to my aunt's place.
and was forced to cut cake with the 3 youngest.
before i set off to city hall to meet my gf. the rest couldnt make it but thanks for the smses from almost all of u. felt all of your love. haha
its been ages since i last met this best friend of mine and it really touched me when she got me these...
and it was accompanied by a birthday song from her at jacks place :)
after our lunch of 2 hours plus (restaurant packed with people to empty), we walked around and came across this cute little thing.
and gf got so excited and spent $5 on this. wanted big bird but stupid scotchtape. but she was still HIGH on mini elmo.
Thank you for making the trip from NTU to city hall and from city hall back to NTU alone. Got me a cake card and present. Thank you so much best friend. Love you many many! i enjoyed myself, really. :)
then it was off to TM to meet baby and my family for dinner at swensens. baby got me a super yummy swensen ice-cream cake and issey miyake perfume. I guess i smell if not i wont be receiving 2 bottles this year huh?
Baby got to leave earlier to book in.
blackforest ice cream cake
and my dearest sis made a card for me. creative and nice. 4 sides to it. =)
cheque in ang bao from ah yi
first time receiving a cheque for my birthday and the amount can buy me many many things. haha. =D
and
ang bao from mummy
and another ang bao from another auntie
and
my card and issey miyake from baby...
I did not have many celebrations etc but the most important thing is the people who did so etc are people who are very important to me. Thank you very much. I know you all will always be by my side and so will i.
and i have been receiving birthday cards from great eastern and prudential EVERY year since many many many years ago without fail. :) and just got a privilege card from great eastern.
And i will write to SBS and Comfort one day to complain. Waited for 17 for an hour and took cab and the driver scolded in hokkien that i cant board the cab at the bus stop when there are no buses behind either. build taxi-stands in neighbourhood then! and u bloody talked on the phone and did not have your seatbelt on. i got your car plate number uncle!
Test today was alright i guess. not as bad as expected i hope.
(i shall be angry no more over such a pathetic people who controls so much. i will not let myself feel stupid anymore. hope that i will never see you again. and i so so pity him man. )
Precious you
2:12 AM |