Monday, October 27, 2008
I had a great weekend.
stayover @ ritz was fantastic with great company. if only dearest fung etc could join us. =(
and many many more nonsensical photos we took and super NICE videos meant for 8ofus. =)
and BBQ on sat. the only bad part was that baby wasnt well. fever and cold. but yeah bbq still. with yummy food.
and sun slacked and met up with the gang for dinner at simei and chatted till late again.
was home after 3 days 2 nights away. i love/miss my bed.
mon was brunch at crystal jade with baby n his mum and groceries etc. and he went back to camp again. =( home in the evening to come up with lit review...
horror starts...
30th oct- THL test 2 (just finished this morning)
31st oct- SM framework
7th nov- ST field report (5-6K words)
11th nov- SM group analysis x 3 and powerpoint presentation X 3
17th nov- THL essay (2.5K)
28th nov- SM major report (5-6K)
10th dec - SM exam @ 7pm (2 hours)
13th dec (SAT)- THL exam @ 7pm (3 hours)
14th dec (SUNDAY)- ST exam @ 7pm (2 hours)
and then...HOLIDAYS for 3 weeks!!! but before that i have to put in all my energy the next 1.5months. crap.
i cant wait for holidays to come SOON. im going to collapse from the stress. and it sucks to be having exams on weekends at 7PM. damn.
i hate school.somuch.
and i was fuming with anger on my way home yesterday. my mood was so bad that i even showed my black face to innocent passers-by and even e lady who accidentally stepped on my slippers. it was so not me. but i just cant stand it. i felt utterly stupid. treating people with sincerity and u will get it back from them too. thats utter BULLSHIT. it doesnt work that way in singapore, not in this realistic world. its more like people will make use of u rather den treat u nicely.
and i was so stupid that i fared rather badly for my individual essay. yes i know i passed but its not just whether if i pass not now. i didnt do well cause i tried to answer to the essay topic more den wad e lecturer expects. she just needs one to answer to 5% and the rest...anything else but answering to question will do.
and having recked my brains to interpret my group project doesnt help either. crap. i wonder how many cells died with the angst and unjust. i really wonder why. efforts? HA. its coming to naught. to the wrong areas. yeah pure stupidity. for being nice. for putting in extra for the wrong areas all the time.
i saw how selfish people are. how superficial this world is. loads of crap.
but at least i still have my dearest family. and my best friend whom i hope thinks im hers as well. and the 8ofus who makes me all relaxed and happy. and the clique of sec sch mates i go out with. and of course dearest boyfriend. i cannot live without them. thanks for listening. for not being selfish. for being there. for not being scheming. <3
i wish i can graduate soon. a year to go. haiz.
stayover @ ritz was fantastic with great company. if only dearest fung etc could join us. =(
and many many more nonsensical photos we took and super NICE videos meant for 8ofus. =)
and BBQ on sat. the only bad part was that baby wasnt well. fever and cold. but yeah bbq still. with yummy food.
and sun slacked and met up with the gang for dinner at simei and chatted till late again.
was home after 3 days 2 nights away. i love/miss my bed.
mon was brunch at crystal jade with baby n his mum and groceries etc. and he went back to camp again. =( home in the evening to come up with lit review...
horror starts...
30th oct- THL test 2 (just finished this morning)
31st oct- SM framework
7th nov- ST field report (5-6K words)
11th nov- SM group analysis x 3 and powerpoint presentation X 3
17th nov- THL essay (2.5K)
28th nov- SM major report (5-6K)
10th dec - SM exam @ 7pm (2 hours)
13th dec (SAT)- THL exam @ 7pm (3 hours)
14th dec (SUNDAY)- ST exam @ 7pm (2 hours)
and then...HOLIDAYS for 3 weeks!!! but before that i have to put in all my energy the next 1.5months. crap.
i cant wait for holidays to come SOON. im going to collapse from the stress. and it sucks to be having exams on weekends at 7PM. damn.
i hate school.somuch.
and i was fuming with anger on my way home yesterday. my mood was so bad that i even showed my black face to innocent passers-by and even e lady who accidentally stepped on my slippers. it was so not me. but i just cant stand it. i felt utterly stupid. treating people with sincerity and u will get it back from them too. thats utter BULLSHIT. it doesnt work that way in singapore, not in this realistic world. its more like people will make use of u rather den treat u nicely.
and i was so stupid that i fared rather badly for my individual essay. yes i know i passed but its not just whether if i pass not now. i didnt do well cause i tried to answer to the essay topic more den wad e lecturer expects. she just needs one to answer to 5% and the rest...anything else but answering to question will do.
and having recked my brains to interpret my group project doesnt help either. crap. i wonder how many cells died with the angst and unjust. i really wonder why. efforts? HA. its coming to naught. to the wrong areas. yeah pure stupidity. for being nice. for putting in extra for the wrong areas all the time.
i saw how selfish people are. how superficial this world is. loads of crap.
but at least i still have my dearest family. and my best friend whom i hope thinks im hers as well. and the 8ofus who makes me all relaxed and happy. and the clique of sec sch mates i go out with. and of course dearest boyfriend. i cannot live without them. thanks for listening. for not being selfish. for being there. for not being scheming. <3
i wish i can graduate soon. a year to go. haiz.
Precious you
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