Friday, September 05, 2008
nothing is going right
it was certainly not a good holiday at all once results were released. not exactly all because one of the modules the lecturer went MIA and no results given yet. and MDP-entire class FAILED. lucky to be given a chance for supplementary paper due to marginal failure BUT im so going to boycott it. first time in my entire life. MDP supp paper students boycotting exams. how cool can that be. dean had to fly down to settle issue and he's so nice. i really appreciate it. just our luck though. please let me pass the next exam.
and school officially started yesterday. and i had to bring i-wonder-how-many-kilograms of books home. hands were jelly-like and i was not walking straight.
just the first day and i feel super stressed up. crappy remodule, assignments, projects, tests, exams and hearing the failure rate for Sustainable Tourism reall made me feel like breaking down while i was on my way home. i really understand what does digging my own grave means. well for recognition purposes, i should force myself to continue till i get that degree. if that day happens, im so sure i will cry with joy and think back what hell i have been through. certainly, getting a degree is NO joke. and especially this degree im pursuing. i get what slogging for a degree really means.
woke up few times due to extreme pains in my back last night. and my right foot and right thumb. its killing me.
baby's going to POP on tues. that was fast. and i cant wait to see him tomorrow. i need his shoulder to cry on i think.
classmates, hang in there! we shall all make it together. i hope.
it was certainly not a good holiday at all once results were released. not exactly all because one of the modules the lecturer went MIA and no results given yet. and MDP-entire class FAILED. lucky to be given a chance for supplementary paper due to marginal failure BUT im so going to boycott it. first time in my entire life. MDP supp paper students boycotting exams. how cool can that be. dean had to fly down to settle issue and he's so nice. i really appreciate it. just our luck though. please let me pass the next exam.
and school officially started yesterday. and i had to bring i-wonder-how-many-kilograms of books home. hands were jelly-like and i was not walking straight.
just the first day and i feel super stressed up. crappy remodule, assignments, projects, tests, exams and hearing the failure rate for Sustainable Tourism reall made me feel like breaking down while i was on my way home. i really understand what does digging my own grave means. well for recognition purposes, i should force myself to continue till i get that degree. if that day happens, im so sure i will cry with joy and think back what hell i have been through. certainly, getting a degree is NO joke. and especially this degree im pursuing. i get what slogging for a degree really means.
woke up few times due to extreme pains in my back last night. and my right foot and right thumb. its killing me.
baby's going to POP on tues. that was fast. and i cant wait to see him tomorrow. i need his shoulder to cry on i think.
classmates, hang in there! we shall all make it together. i hope.
Precious you
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