Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Life hasn't been a bed of roses. I suppose that doesn't just apply to me. Lots more are going through the tremendous amount of work and tons of projects to be completed. I have like fantastic group mates so we have like really lots more to go for the next one week plus. I'm so afraid that the work we come up with will be total bullshit and we will end up getting lousy grades for them. I'm really stressed up and don't mind if i just lose my temper so easily. I get unhappy with the slightest matter these days. It's not pms, it's the stress. Perhaps i'm just that bad with handling stress. I've never face such projects stress before and i know that's just the start of it.
I simpl can't stand it and i'm starting to find it irritating when people come complaining and whining about how badly they will do for the tests and exams when they turn out to have such good results. Why must people be so fake these days? When i say i'm screwed, i'm so sure i am.
I know it's no use getting so fed up over matters. What you all told me it's just so true. Those mean people just want to make me upset. They get happy when they see me fuming and hurt but it's always easier said then done. Thanks and sorry to those people whom i shouted, hurled vulgurities at online or on the phone. When you get so angry with such irritating and mean people, your bestest friend will always be standing there disliking those people who ruined your life too. Thanks gf! Thanks for calling me and scolding that slut and understanding my agony. And those two dummies who tried so hard to calm me down all the time. If you read this (which i doubt so), you all will know i am talking about the two of you. =) You guys know who that slut is.
Exams are in less than a month time and i'm still quite lost. It kind of upsets me when i think about lots of matter. Yes, ignore those mean people who mean to make life difficult for me. Thanks again.

Precious you
5:53 PM |

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