Sunday, July 02, 2006
I have been a terrible slacker for the past weeks. I haven't been doing anything much at all and this sucks. Project deadlines are nearing and we are nowhere near almost done. My group is pretty screwed. And before all the projects are being submitted, more projects comes in.
Rushed through LAM's individual assignment on tuesday and managed to get it done. 3k words aren't easy to come up with afterall. This makes me dread the 7k words report for the next LAM project. To further dampen my mood, mr oh posted on mel and mentioned that quite a number of people failed very badly for the common test. I somehow know one of the failers will be me. I can honestly say that i didn't study for the test. I was running a really high fever and i spent more than three quarter of a day on bed. But i shouldn't be using that as an excuse. I should have started studying earlier. I went to the exam hall and wrote total bullshit. I am so screwed.
I know nuts about ECD and obviously my BLAW is getting nowhere. I don't want to fail another module again. It will totally screw up my life yet i am not putting in any effort. I know its all in the mind, its all about determination. I have no idea what have i been doing during the majority of my time.
Had my first japanese class on thursday. I was dreading it like total crap. I want SEDP class again!!! But when it's over, there will only be the memories which remain. At least i have those wonderful memories. Desmond sent all his students an email and it was super sweet and touching. He's leaving Singapore to get his PHD damn soon. SAD. Japanese is a funny language and i tried so hard to control my laughter. It turned out to be pretty alright though. Hopefully i can pass this irritating module.
Went to school on friday to take a look at the ang moh BLAW lecturer who is crazy over serene and alex for about half an hour or so. Tiff, Carol, Mingli, Huipeng and i then decided not to waste our time and we made our way to Clementi interchange's Partyworld. =X Fantastic girls yes? We had a great time singing. The smoke at partyworld simply sucks. Smells like crap and i had a bad headache.
Grandaunt is in hospital. She was admitted for further checkup because she hasn't been feeling very well. It has been almost a week. My heart aches so much when i see her arms being poked with needles. I wish i was the one instead. I am so unfilial. Didn't even bother to look after her when she was well and what's the point of feeling so guilty now? She is suffering so much yet i can do nothing to ease her pain. I hope her kidneys can get stronger and there will be nothing wrong with her other organs. Please. Please. Please.
Went out with fung jie yesterday. We went to Bugis for shopping but i didn't manage to get anything. She got herself 2 tops. Had dinner and a long chat with her. It's simply fantastic. Love her man!
Alright, BLAW project summary of article supposed to be done by now but i haven't start on it. And the other parts of the project aren't send to me either. Two accounts tutorials due tomorrow. This sucks.
Rushed through LAM's individual assignment on tuesday and managed to get it done. 3k words aren't easy to come up with afterall. This makes me dread the 7k words report for the next LAM project. To further dampen my mood, mr oh posted on mel and mentioned that quite a number of people failed very badly for the common test. I somehow know one of the failers will be me. I can honestly say that i didn't study for the test. I was running a really high fever and i spent more than three quarter of a day on bed. But i shouldn't be using that as an excuse. I should have started studying earlier. I went to the exam hall and wrote total bullshit. I am so screwed.
I know nuts about ECD and obviously my BLAW is getting nowhere. I don't want to fail another module again. It will totally screw up my life yet i am not putting in any effort. I know its all in the mind, its all about determination. I have no idea what have i been doing during the majority of my time.
Had my first japanese class on thursday. I was dreading it like total crap. I want SEDP class again!!! But when it's over, there will only be the memories which remain. At least i have those wonderful memories. Desmond sent all his students an email and it was super sweet and touching. He's leaving Singapore to get his PHD damn soon. SAD. Japanese is a funny language and i tried so hard to control my laughter. It turned out to be pretty alright though. Hopefully i can pass this irritating module.
Went to school on friday to take a look at the ang moh BLAW lecturer who is crazy over serene and alex for about half an hour or so. Tiff, Carol, Mingli, Huipeng and i then decided not to waste our time and we made our way to Clementi interchange's Partyworld. =X Fantastic girls yes? We had a great time singing. The smoke at partyworld simply sucks. Smells like crap and i had a bad headache.
Grandaunt is in hospital. She was admitted for further checkup because she hasn't been feeling very well. It has been almost a week. My heart aches so much when i see her arms being poked with needles. I wish i was the one instead. I am so unfilial. Didn't even bother to look after her when she was well and what's the point of feeling so guilty now? She is suffering so much yet i can do nothing to ease her pain. I hope her kidneys can get stronger and there will be nothing wrong with her other organs. Please. Please. Please.
Went out with fung jie yesterday. We went to Bugis for shopping but i didn't manage to get anything. She got herself 2 tops. Had dinner and a long chat with her. It's simply fantastic. Love her man!
Alright, BLAW project summary of article supposed to be done by now but i haven't start on it. And the other parts of the project aren't send to me either. Two accounts tutorials due tomorrow. This sucks.
Precious you
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