firstly, i wanna apologise. sorry AZM!!! realli feel superrrr bad PSing u tdy but no choice...i was dying frm e pains...ouchhhh! but i noe u still luv me...oki shall owe u a big kisssssieeee...u will gt it on tues! ohhh cant wait to meet my gersssss on tues! its beennnn ages man..miss u gers like mad.
nx wk this tym..i may be at e airport or mayb on my bed slping...n waking up at 3am to prepare to go to e airport...dere are few sweetiesss who wanna send me off but nahhh..its too earli! thankiewww aniwae..im gonna make my way back..wun die..despite e papers stating a possible tsunami attack soonnnn at near thailand's coasts...or those riots ttz gg on in bangkok..if i die, i wanna let u all noe i luv all of u!!! but i wun..wahaha..
part of me is dreading the trip soo much..im gg with three useless guys..i can foresee them throwing e gers behind..n im gonna die frm e torture of facing those yuckieeee animals! dogs. no cats luckily. TOADS..tons of them..dragonflies everiwhere i go. ducks. chickies. BIG lizards. pigs. dun say i blend in with them pls! ohhh i dread those so muchh...and with 3 useless guys n 6 other super brave gers. i think im dead. derez no one to protect me...oh gosh! how m i gonna survive..n no hot water to bath with..i alwaez bath with superrr hot water no matter howz e weather like..n derez no hot water..
BUT
the other part of me is looking forward to e trip..cant wait..cant wait to withness all e hardships others r gg thru at other part of e world...cant wait to share their joy despite tt..i cant wait..i cant wait to hug e kids n b so unwilling to leave them all on our farewell... i cant wait to taste the rice with one dish dere. 21 meals of rice. cant wait.
n i gonna be a changed person. someone who can learn how to be more grateful with things i hv...yeah.
but...my table's in a horrible condition now..n i haven gt ani motivation to wan to start packing..daddy's gonna kill me soon...wherez my stamps?!?!?!
i jus cant wait for tues...for thurs...for fri (shoppinggg with T.O.U.C.H. darlingsss)..and den im off!
12th march 06
11:58PM
Precious you
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