Sunday, February 12, 2006

haiz....im feeling realli down now..sometimes i oso dunno when im doing..i haven been studying yet i kept saying im stressed...oh ya..im jus superrr lagg behind now..this sems gonna b worse den last sems...derez still soo many activities before exams...
social entrepreneurship forum 2006 to attend..campus run on 18th...n exams xactly one wk awae..2 more major events...thankiewww man..getting myself into soo much shit..n i haven been doing wad im supposed to..i noe i shld..but i cant gt started..im jus a slacker or free rider or wadever u call it..but things jus soo hard in poly..its not within wad u wanna do..its not tt i dunwan to help..i did my part..n its jus not enuff..n izit my fault for staying soo far? oh ya. my choice. so im wrong..i shldnt be dere in e first place? so i dun deserve wad i got? who can i complain to? okie..at least derez someone for me to tell to...
but i noe its gonna be good for me..it better be..

haiz...so much things i wanna do..jus slacking at home doing nth..n meet up my dearestttt..its been ages since i last saw them...omg miss them like mad..
i wanna write dwn my memories...wad i hv gone thru...i wanna sit dwn at some cafe to finish reading storybooks after books...i wanna jus stone n listen to music...i jus wan to waste my tym awae...haiz...

dunno wad im doing...sometime ppl jus drift awae...things arent like before..friends come n go..onli those who bother stay...but im afraid..im gg to be sooo alone...y muz dere b politics in this world? y cant things go ur way? i feel like crying soo much but i dunwan..i shld ctrl my tears...i feel worst den crap..haiz.


n e worst thing is...im fat! last nite dinner shld weigh at least 2kg man! but i luv e chilli crab!!!!!!


13 feb 06
1143am

Precious you
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