econs...i dunno y..but i jus cant seem to rmb much abt it..short term memory? i certainly hope i can pass...really..
after econs was hell for me..real hell...after tt we went to kap mac to eat..den we sat dere n chit chatted..alwaez something related to sec sch..den e rest left..he stayed and teach me bstats..he's jus so nice..really..and i appreciate it lots..im not blaming u, i jus wan to thank u..and sry..its realli impossible for me to absorb so much in jus 2 days..im dumb..i tried..i realli did..but nth seems to b going right..i did all those similar questions..over n over agn..but i still cant gt ani ans..mayb its realli spoonfeeding..u were a little harsh..mayb..im realli that stupid bah..i think realli lor..but its been soo mani mths since i started on maths..as in realli study hard..too long..i rmbed last time..in sec sch..my maths grades were terrible..f9s...e8s...d7s...if lucki c6s..i had soo mani remedials..night study..mr teo's class...mrs lin almost lost her breathe becuz of us..kelwin was dere with me...jeff...fung..mani others...they helped me so much..they taught me patiently..nv complaining..nv showing ani impatience..they wld make sure i understand..they dun force me..i dunno..and when i came to poly..i tot im going to die..whoz going to help me like they did? and i was so wrong...u did..u helped me e other day..u came all e way to bedok jus to teach me..although u were sick..and den ystd..u stayed..till 8 plus..when everi other ppl was studying at home..i shld understand ur frustrations..yet dere i was..making u so fed up..i felt so dumb..so useless..i tried to ctrl..but derez realli no way i can do it..
this morn..i cldnt wake up..i hate myself..i need to study..i realli need..i can understand! i really can..but when u asked me to do..i dunno..this morn..i met u in sch earlier..and u were teaching me..i know..i can tell u e steps etc..but when u asked me to do..i felt so useless..i realli dunno wadz e prb with me..i was super stressed up..bstats was few hrs awae den..while..i broke dwn again...elva came den..slowly tiff etc..they were being realli nice..consoling n stuff...i onli did 50 marks out of 100 marks..and for tt 50 marks..i made mistakes..haiz..really dun wan to repeat my module...i dunno wadz wrong..
Precious you
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