im touched
and oso shangzhao...he jus offered to like help me..but well i dunno wad else..so he even mentioned to send me chocolates n ice cream! haha..
n oso few others..who were willing to hear me complain n complain n complain..i needed tt man! thx darling..thank you angeline tiffany etc..hee..im feeling soo much better..really..*muackz*
well...i woke up realli late todae...12 plus? so i bathed n cooked maggie mee..n mum came home..so she was like complaining abt my room agn la..esp my poly bks..it was still seated on e chair so mum told me to clear up this place so i can put them in dere..i had no choice so i did..n i came across my dmn sec tie! so i put it on..dunno wadz with me too..n oso a notbk i used in sec sch..i wrote lots of stuff in dere..QM stuff..hw..my sec 4d tchers etc..n suddenly, i misses dunman so much..so so so so so so much..really..sec 4d..kelwin etc..bandits..sockz xian etc..n fung! n each n everithing..things were really fantastic..no doubt there were quarrels conflicts etc..its nt tt i dun like my life now..i hv nice frends in NP..david vene stef etc..n oso tiff shy boy etc..n e silverbirds ppl..n my all time best friend angeline...but still..i cant help it..im turning really mad..i dun even noe wad im thinking..i hv nt been doing hw or paying attention in lectures..n im soo lag behind..n polys..dere mite b hypocrites n back stabbers everiwhere..ppl who put on a frnt in frnt of u..u cant find real confidents..well..nt for me at e moment..e sch is so big..u cant possibly recognise all e faces..i dunno..i cant adapt to poly life i suppose..i miss dunman..the tchers..e ppl...band..i miss seeing n banging into U in sch..ine canteen..jus sitting outside e band store..slacking in e classrooms..gossiping chit chatting n even quarrelling..derez alwaez ppl who listen to u n gives u realli nice advices..i simply miss each n everithing..really a lot a lot..
n now..i dun smile as often as i do..im trying hard to b optimistic nowadaes..mayb its jus now..im feeling realli down these days..but i do hv lots of fun time n enjoyable time as well..nvm nvm..haiz..
ok...enough..im trying realli hard to control my emotions now..
Im like at tiff's hse with swee hin questal n selene now...we reached here like 3 hrs ago? but...okae...at least its so much better den ystd..still doing scripts n powerpoint n memorizing la..but we ran thru it once..at least...i need to like dress up like a photographer tml..n i need to wear a white top..cannot match skirts..i will look damn ugly..realli like crap lor..how?!?! i hope everithing turns out well tml..pls...pls..pls...my part of speech its nt like a proper presentation alreadi..i hope i wun sound too muc of a critic pls...
dear is taking his chinese paper tml..hope everithing turns out well for him too..n all e best to e rest of jc peepz!
n ohh yarr...happy birthday jingyi!!! =D
Precious you
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