Saturday, June 25, 2005
i wasted my day

i simply wasted one whole day away...n i was in a terribly bad mood..i was sooooooo pissed so sad so wadever till i can slap someone n scold all the vulgurities...i can scream my head off...i can hit anithing aniwhere...i can cry out loud....i can cry silently...arghhhhh!!!!!!!

i left hse at 1220? supposed to meet tiff at bedok interchange at 1230..den she called me n say she's taking a cab...so i told her to meet me at bedok library...so i went lib a while..saw bks tt i wan to read but how can i simply find time? 1240..i tot its suppose time tt tiff reach but she still din call me! so i went to walk walk nearby..practically dere wasnt anithing arnd la...den i met clarice n chun siong! so we chatted...they like super stressed up la..say everidae onli study n study n study...clarice was like saying regret going jc..poor her..she realli look bad..den after sometime tiff finalli called! she says she's reaching soon..so i went to e road dere n waited..its 110 when i board e cab? frm pasir ris to bedok..e cab took like 40 mins?!? den i found out frm tiff tt e driver went one big round to tamp library la! idiot..den when we finalli reached it was 120? n e cab fare was $12 plus? so tiff sort of say him n he cut...one dollar?! tiff was sooo cute..? she rmbed e driver's name...heng aik soon izit? n his cab number..shb100p? white smrt cab..dun take tt man! n she kept scolding..n scolding..v funnie!
well...i basically sat at e mc cafe frm 120 to izit 630 doing nth! supposed to rehearse..tt was wad i tot ttz y i had to b dere...but it turned out tt..e slides n script all nt done..n i wasnt told to do anithing even though i asked wad can i help..so i jus added few sentences in n sat dere..staring into e air..glancing..eating drinking...n feeling real bored n mad..until i almost reached e peak..so...gt to like meet agn tml for rehearsing?? i feel simply useless n helpless..first time..first time im encountering such emotions for doing a project..i rmbed i enjoi projects..even my presentation part sux..i dunno wadz wrong with me la..ok......
after tt tiff went off...saw cat fight....eeeeeeee! den we met jj at tm..walked arnd...doing stupid things...den went to eat n here i am..home agn..im still feeling bad..but..soo much better...although we were supposed to b at e beach...screaming...venting all e frustrations out...nono...cannot! ocom presentation on mondae..i need my voice...
time waits for no man........

Precious you
11:59 PM |

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